Fuck life. It's completely stupid.I had the worst day today, school is so draining and it's hard because i just moved to a new school and i have got 'friends' but i know that they're not real. all they do is bitch and smoke. I'm sick of the pressure, thats why i got kicked out of my old school, for smoking. so i tried to stop. but everyday im there they're always making me!Now one of them is critising me because i dont inhale it all ? who cares, how is that even your problem ? just leave me alone, maybe i dont want to smoke and be scum like all of yous, maybe i actually have a bit of self respect.I wanted to try at this school, so much for that...It just puts me on edge! the way they judge every single litle bit of you, your hair, make up, skin, uniform, even what bag i use...sorry for actually using the right school bag...?And so i do a very descreat status 'fuck life.' and then all those bitches comment like 'ow inbox baby <3' it's like...no, you're the problem. -_-So after all that shit, I was so pumped to go to the station after school to see him .I've only met him a few times, but oh my god he's amazing. He's perfect, he's so cute and funny. all i want to do is kiss him every time he smiles. We flirt all the time, but today was different...I don't know what happened :(I walked over to him while he was sitting down, and he didn't even stand up to hug me or say hi, he kinda gave me this look...So i sat down, and we didnt even speak. just, silence. Until his mate got off a different bus and came over and sat with us, and they started talking about sport and all that guy stuff, while i just sat there bored as fuck. Then his bus came and he gave me a shitty little hug then just
left.So i ended up dissapointed and walked home by myself in the dark.
Worst day
xo-Rocky
